Ballet
Today marked the first ballet class that I have taken in I don't know how long. Granted, the last time I went was just for a few classes so I didn't learn much. Ballet is one of the things in my life that I wanted to do when I was younger, yet didn't. My body is run down and tired. My joints are stiff and inflexible due to lack of activity. Needless to say, today's class was difficult. I feel pretty good about how I did - I tried my damnedest to stay out of my head and just be aware of my body. This was and is really challenging for me. I compare myself to others constantly. I want to look like I know what I am doing at times. Cherie calls this the something or other - I don't remember. All I know is that the end result of these mental machinations is me feeling better than or less than. either way - I don't feel good.
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